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Assalammualaikum you ollsss.

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Uhh today is Saturday. Tomorrow will be Sunday and never be Monday. Because thats call 'suratan' or fate maybe. Yeah. All people know laa. And I think every that I achieved and received are from Him also called as fate. I must be strong. Never weak and never give up. Or maybe just give down. Erk?? Only sit down and focuuuussss...

I need korang punyer encouragement towards me. Ye! I need it. Right now, I felt I want to extend my studies. Why?? Because... I guess I cannot go with many core course lah. Uhh really,really serabut. Of course I very very jealous and envious with my member yang tak berape nak study sangat tapi result gempak jugak. Okey, maybe its just a small test for you. Or maybe aku study main-main. Tu laa padan muke kau Nisa! Ye...aku terima qada' dan qadar. But Alhamdulillah I never forget to say Thanks to Allah s.w.t, who gives the best for me.

I took time for whole day today just thinking about it. 1 year and half or maybe.... 2 YEARS???

Arrrggghhh... Tak tahulah.

Sekiranya aku ambil 2 tahun, macam lama lagilah aku di foundation. Dah macam student Medicine yang nak fly overseas. And maybe take a long time to pursue Degree at Gombak. Uhhh no!!!

And maybe if I got in Accountancy. InsyaAllah. I must study for 4 years and half. 

So looooonnggggg journey! And maybe graduation on 25 years old. So old. 

But my abah asked me just now, " Kamu masuk Gombak bile Nisa?"

Then, I replied..." Next year on March. InsyaAllah."

After a few days...


I try ask my friend who is will be graduating on next,next sem. Its same with second year students laa study plan diorang.
I ask and ask...she said that " Lepas ni study plan kat U ni dah berubah. After long sem, it will be short sem."
"WHAT??? Alaa..."
jawabnye lame lagi laa kalau macam tu. Aku TAK NAK!!!






So, the answer is I WILL NEVER BE A 2 YEARS' STUDENT.
YES! SURE THAT...
InsyaAllah, Allah is always be by my side.

Hopes I can face all test in front of me. Yes! I believe that only Allah knows the capabilities of a person to deal with.

Please pray for my dream success!

"Only Allah knows about my destiny"

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